Discipline is what this is about, remember? It really doesn’t matter whether or not I have any profundities to spout. The whole idea is to open up and share who I am and (more importantly) whose I am. My trouble is that the Auto-Editor function in my brain is set so high, any thoughts that manage to “clear the bar” are so sparse and sporatic, that to take the time to write them down almost seems pointless. This is compounded by the fact it takes me longer to type out a full thought than it takes most people to drink a cup of coffee.
Mind you, I’m not complaining in the least! My Auto-Editor’s sticky power switch has saved me from appearing the fool times without count. However, though it has given me a “sage-like” persona on occasion, I more often feel I’m more a casual observer than an active participant in my own life. But I know every breath I take is a gift given me by my Heavenly Father. I also know He doesn’t do anything without purpose or benefit.
So, will my Auto-Editor ever get fixed? Or will I forever be composing imaginary rejection slips and filing them away along with all the rest of the grand schemes I’ve had for my life? Stay tuned..
